sdyhntkhntjkghntjwnhtnhemtrn I SAW IT! And I screamed and giggled and screamed and squirmed in my seat in amazement!

O_______________________________O VAMPIRE KNIGHT GUILTY IS GOD!

Cough... sorry for me oddness... but if you've been waiting the numerous months for the amazing vampire knight anime coming out, then only you can understand. The ending of the first season left me like.... DEAD. I was liek... OMFG O____________________o and now i'm like OMFG I can't even explain it too you. It's like.. "HOLY CRAP THIS IS AMAZING" the scandal of Zero and Kaname continues *o* I love it. They're both hawt. Anywho just wanted everyone to know of my happiness and my perkiness that will be shown at school tomorrow xD

LISTEN TO THE OPENING~ [link] Nao.

I shall post some vampire knight fan art soon <333333

Ashley over and out :3

On monday I got a bit older. The first thing I really remember hearing was that 'Ashley was getting a year closer to dying' or something of the sort. I was just kinda like o.o. Damn. Anywho. Yes my birthday is September 22. And yes my party is on the 27 xD A lot of people thought that the 27th was my birthday... but sadly it's not. So everyone forgot monday was my birthday except for martin and a few of my friends. I already have 100 dollars O-o;; Not to mention the rest I'm getting from my other family. So like... this is how i'm spending it.. or hope to.

Concerts- $100
Phone- ~$200 ( I might get this xD;;; MIGHT... sprint sucks)
New clothes- at least $150
Other- $100 (like... dog stuff)


Also... I'm getting two puppies in november! I'm so excited! I've always wanted a dog (Although more people relate me to cats... I'm a cat person and a dog person @__@) Anywho. So I'm like... really really excited. I might upload some crap from animation. I swear my teacher hates anime >:\ He draws like... cartoony and I dun so like... URG. He grades so unfairly to me. I swear I drew like... the most AMAZING thing ever and I got like... a B. I was so upset. I was like... crying in my mind. It was pitiful. I mean I draw better than a lot of people in the class and they get like... A's. I cry >_<;;; God I'm going to not pass that class. How depressing.


Hmmmmmm... what else? Theres not much to say really O_o;;;. My life is so boring xD;;; Oh and by the way my mom has like... taken my internet away and I can only go on for like... two hours O_o;;; Yeah. Another reason I cry.

Baiiii~

Do I update journals too much??? Probably. Oh well. I've been listening to the fabulous Eric Parker... sadly not Santi but the REAL eric parker. Dewd. I have his number, he doesn't even know I live xD;; Oh well. You need to listen to his amazing voice for the sake of your life.

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xD I sing out of tune along with him. His voice gives meh goose bumps. I love me a man who can sing *shot* Jk @__@;;;

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CAN YOU FIND ERIC PARKER??????

I'm lazy so I'm just adding this onto this one. It's a quiz kinda thing and I'm bored. So ... WIN!


Info
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. (Duh. Gosh I really sometimes think so x___x;; )
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily. (I burn like it's no one's business)
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am (TOO) self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. (Sometimes, contacts ftw. )
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.(Ew.... )
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. (Blah. Almost too often . *waves fist* I hate being complimented sometimes!)
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. (FRECKLES ARE TEH SHIT!)

Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents. ( >_>;;; )
[ ] I've run away from home. ( I once planned it out and wrote the letter O-o;;; )
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together. (Sadly no.)
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I want to have kids someday. (Errrr... I hate kids.)
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school (Just last week!)
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.(on accident)
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job. I've been fired

Embarrassment
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. (All the time O-o;; Is that a bad thing? )
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. ( I hate it when Bambi's mommy dies ;n; )
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. (With my friends thats easy)
[x] I've glued my hand to something. (I think it was too some paper when i was little...)
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples
[x] I've broken a bone ( My pinkie O_o;;; )
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor's office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.


Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. (It's fun :3 )
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.( Duh. I AM ashley )
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[ ] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. ( In germany when I was really little)
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone. (DUH)
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (FUCK YEAH!)
[x] I've eaten sushi. (Yellowtail= Yum)
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[ ] I'm single.
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship. ( Does abandonment issues count? Or like... emotion problems...?)

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[x] I've been suspended from school.
[x] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. ( )
[x] I've woken up crying. (Often)

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying. (Do fish count? It depresses me.)
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. (Cough)
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[x] I've planned my own suicide. ( >_>;;; )
[x] I've attempted suicide. ( I hate depression .___. )
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. (xD)
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[x] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[x] I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well. ( I wish ;~; )
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily. You ask me a question I'm most likely going to answer it.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly. (Too much)
[x] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[x] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue (BLLLLLLUEEEEE)
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun
[xxxxxx] I am in love with love.
[x] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. ( =w= ; )
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts. (I read too much ghost stories =w= )

[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[xxx] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

[x] All of those are answered honestly

Okay I suppose this is my true first journal update. Yay me! Anywho where should I start... Well let's start at the beginning of summer.

I got pretty good grades for my first year of high school so I feel pretty good about myself. I took summer school with a bunch of friends, although i didn't need to. I took World History for the next year. Which turned into my trump card later on. I passed that class with flying colors. Yay me! Let's skip to ... after summer school :3

I think it was August 16 or 14 that was me and Martin's one year anniversary. Time flies by with fun and drama I suppose. Sigh, I swear so much drama in my life... Well only one more thing I need to clean up I suppose... But er... O_o... Nothing nevermind let's continue. Cough cough. Okay so we went to the beach and I wore mah sexeh bathing suit for the second time that summer- sad I know. I think I almost drowned like... five thousand times x___x;;;. Well afterwards I got really sick. Like... REALLY sick. I couldn't talk or anything.

Then... Well... Bleh. A bunch of drama with martin and his fucking 'concert buddies' that I'd rather not go into. Or I might... I'll continue later

HOLY CRAB WALKING CHEESE CAKE CRACKERS BAT MAN! Yep.. So Ashley is alive. Aka... Kawiikoneko. ZOMG... O_e....

Eric Parker... is sexy @___@;;;

Well Devi art has changed a bit... Okay a lot since my last time on. Oh well... >_>;;;